Sunday, June 17, 2007
alot of times i may seem indifferent towards u
but well...
i'm not indifferent.. i cared so much..
it's just the numerous limitations..
that they have hid the image of my heart - from you..
I was helpless too..
What i do is just to believe..
and try my best to try to do something... yes, something..
Hanging on to faith is what i've always been doing..
It's like having on-and-off paralysed limbs
I hate it, but i'm trying
For a long long time, it has been a walk way too messy..
A dark walk.. A fearful walk..
There's no light, but I just carry on walking.. Instead of stopping and wait for the sun to come again..
Thank God.. Light came for me again..
But I realised... I've been walking backwards in those dark days.. I'm back... Back to the starting line..
Let's go now.. For there's the light to guide me the way in front..
Let's focus my sight to the route in front and go towards the finished line..
Along the route which I believe will be filled with trees and rivers, and beauty.
