Sunday, June 11, 2006
pain results from one looking inwards
towards self which is plagued with imperfections
condemnation, weakness floated in my mind
as the devil tried to poison me and have me entwined
that's the veil of darkness which shields away the light
i was lost and everything is not right
with condemnations, comes the manifestations
i smoke, i rebel against myself, into procrastination and destruction
but still God din forsake me
when i turned to him, he offered me his wings
he brought me friends as counsellors to me
to illuminate what i've already knew; that i have a God and the spirit in me
the wisdom that i've had awoke as you called me
and out from myself, i look up
there, the sun is still shining and i awoke from my deep slumber
ya.. he never forsakes me, that's wad i call love
Nirvana, reincarnation
I've lived many lives
Through these i search for truth
for the life
the life which is utopian, which is true
I've lived a life plaqued by vice
sex, violence, cigarettes, drugs
you name it, i've got it
until finally, i died from it
an ugly life, but a good thing to leave that life
Then a life of problems
which pumped my head
full of troubles, my heart can't bear
family, relationships, personal
the sources of hate, loath, sadness
i died from depression, but a good thing to leave that life
Then a life of hardships
which stretched my limits
so much stress, my head went burst
the toils so bitter that it worn my body
i died from exhaustion, tiredness, stress
now the life i'm living
with lessons learnt from the past
stronger now
after the shits i've gone thru
a life without difficulties is a life without fruit
I tried to forget
but i just can't do yet
cuz it's too unbearable
love got me into this trouble
trouble with myself
ya.. it's none's fault
it's just my prob
Dreams pursue me
and vice versa
i live in my dreams
and so dead in the world
what makes this world alive?
it's u, the key to my soul
dun avopid me, fo it pains me like hell
dun deny it, cuz we fell in before
into the well of love
and it's so dark inside
wonder if you're still inside
or you've got out and left me there
don't, baby don't
you're my everything
i shan't remain silent and i'm gonna call out
extend your wings, my angel
and save me out
