Saturday, May 06, 2006
so cooped up inside
ahh.. fuck it..
get a box of cigarettes and smoke my way through
screen away the troubles
numbify my senses
self-destruction, that's wad i've done
cupid's poison is real vicious
i'm losing control
losing my senses
self-inflicted depression
and into procrastination
smoke and numbify myself
this numbification is temporal though
ah fuck it so wad's the point?
ya, smoked 8 straight so wad's the feeling like?
dun feel better man..
only more light headed each time
getting more numb after each too
so wad's the point in smoking?
no point at all man.. no point..
so stop man..
ya i've stopped..
sorry
