Friday, January 06, 2006
well well.. i'm going into army life tmr man.. so wad shall i say?
haha.. in fact, i'm not very excited abt it.. i think not even a tinge of excitement? i shld say i only have a feeling of err... juz anticipation and preparation.. perhaps it's becuz i've long been mentally prepared.. the only prob is, i dun think i'm physically prepared! haha.. cuz i still feel abit heaty and my ankle is still abit stiff.. oh well.. but god will take care of tt..amen for tt man.. haha..
i've got one super young junior who msged me to ask me to take care man.. haha.. i replied him to take care too.. he's juz err.. turning 14 this year? haha.. real young.. then he told me:"hope it wun be too horrible.." hahaha.. so i replied him the crux of the below paragraph..
i think horrible anot? it all depends on the mind.. how u set ur mind will determine how u view things ya? and so... maintaining a positive mindset in wadeva u do would be good man.. anyway, wadeva the case, there really isn't anything to worry abt.. stress comes from fear.. and the manifestations of these may affect u physically man.. so... worry for WAD? god's grace is more than sufficient, amen? so ya.. like wad all ppl say.. 'it's all in the mind..' hahaha.. for me.. it's abit of change in my philosophy.. 'it's all by the spirit' is my substitution for tt quote.. haha
looking back at my life.. i think it's real interesting.. thank god tt i knew him halfway man.. or else i really wun noe where i'll wander for the rest of my life.. haha.. lotsa shits i've gone thru, but well.. these shits sure help me grow alot.. haha.. u shld imagine me as a plant absorbing the nutrients from the shits.. cool man.. juz wanna thank god for everything man..
hmm.. i think tt's enuf shits i've written? oh well ppl.. i juz wanna tell u guys this: 'LIVE A LIFE MAN!!!'
how do u live it? haha.. tt's for u to find out.. Note: there's only one TRUTH!
