Monday, January 30, 2006
walking alone
around town
finding a quiet spot
to think...
looks like i'm the only lone roamer today man
feels good
my soul had some rest
refreshed
i'm real thirsty for wisdom
you are the wind
who blow all the dark clouds away
u are the light
who shines thru the darkness in me
your word feeds me
u open my eyes when all seem so dim and hopeless
u turn my eyes towards u
and all the pain disappear
thanks man..
i needed tt message
all things happen for a purpose..
Sunday, January 29, 2006
dark clouds
rainy days
no sun
no life
tt's my world..
as i dwell in the darkness
bearing the fruits of miseries
messed up, no peace
i roam ard the city
wasting my days like tt is such a pity
ya, i'm pathetic
so? oh well.. i dun care, freak..
get it off man..
shake the shits off
help me, big guy..
Saturday, January 28, 2006
i dunno dunno DUNNO!!!
wad the shit is happening man!!!!
my sis fainted this morn and now there's some prob btw my dad and mum..
wad's up man?
can't ppl keep their cool?
Sunday, January 22, 2006
all right man..
the honeymoon period in army is over when i get back to camp this evening.. haha.. reporting 1945 at pasir ris interchange..
well well.. things are going fine.. and i'm actually quite fine too..
too bad i'm not super fine..
haha.. well..
cuz i'm not living
i guess..
think my bloody vulgarity usage is coming back.. hahaa..
cuz u noe.. everybody is like using it.. call it peer pressure? wahahhaa..
tt's the prob u noe..
u go in and ur life is army life
not 'the life'
and i'm not aware enuf of myself
live by the flesh
joke man
oh well..
always the prob of humans
we noe wad's the right thing to do
we noe how we shld live
but the prob is we are not aware of it enuf
ignorance u noe.. ignorance is the thing tt plague this world
tt's really damn sad.. but well.. in him, we shld be optimistic..
for there's hope
Friday, January 06, 2006
well well.. i'm going into army life tmr man.. so wad shall i say?
haha.. in fact, i'm not very excited abt it.. i think not even a tinge of excitement? i shld say i only have a feeling of err... juz anticipation and preparation.. perhaps it's becuz i've long been mentally prepared.. the only prob is, i dun think i'm physically prepared! haha.. cuz i still feel abit heaty and my ankle is still abit stiff.. oh well.. but god will take care of tt..amen for tt man.. haha..
i've got one super young junior who msged me to ask me to take care man.. haha.. i replied him to take care too.. he's juz err.. turning 14 this year? haha.. real young.. then he told me:"hope it wun be too horrible.." hahaha.. so i replied him the crux of the below paragraph..
i think horrible anot? it all depends on the mind.. how u set ur mind will determine how u view things ya? and so... maintaining a positive mindset in wadeva u do would be good man.. anyway, wadeva the case, there really isn't anything to worry abt.. stress comes from fear.. and the manifestations of these may affect u physically man.. so... worry for WAD? god's grace is more than sufficient, amen? so ya.. like wad all ppl say.. 'it's all in the mind..' hahaha.. for me.. it's abit of change in my philosophy.. 'it's all by the spirit' is my substitution for tt quote.. haha
looking back at my life.. i think it's real interesting.. thank god tt i knew him halfway man.. or else i really wun noe where i'll wander for the rest of my life.. haha.. lotsa shits i've gone thru, but well.. these shits sure help me grow alot.. haha.. u shld imagine me as a plant absorbing the nutrients from the shits.. cool man.. juz wanna thank god for everything man..
hmm.. i think tt's enuf shits i've written? oh well ppl.. i juz wanna tell u guys this: 'LIVE A LIFE MAN!!!'
how do u live it? haha.. tt's for u to find out.. Note: there's only one TRUTH!
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
the future is so uncertain
live or die tmr.. i dunno
tt's y, live as if u'll die tmr
u, i cherish so much
tt i can't bear to part
ur beautiful eyes
ever-sweet smile
i remember every trace of ur face
as i always meet u there so frequently
but as every dawn comes, u'll leave me
the part of the jigsaw of my life
i'm dreaming as if i'll live forever
friends,
all of whom bring different lights to my life
a colourful life..
zillion thanks for being part of my life
u're a group of ppl tt god has richly blessed me with
brothers and sisters, all are to me
the blood buddies.. i'll never forget
we've gone thru thick and thin together
all shits and obstacles, we've overcome
those times.. are deeply etched in my heart
dun live in ignorance
tt's so part of the world
live with love..
Monday, January 02, 2006
oh man.. u noe wad?!?!?!??
i sprained my ankle on new yr's eve morning while i'm playing bball!! haha.. and tt's real bad... hopefully it will heal in a few days time and i'll be fit again.. or else i'll be out of course and become clerk or something... whoa.. tt's really sad man.. but oh well.. i'm seeing wad'll be in store for me man..
i spent my new yr's eve in my church for countdown.. not bad too.. cuz the sermon was quite good and i can get to relate to my cell leader on some stuffs too.. haha.. quite a fruitful day.. perhaps it's destined tt i got a sprain and juz have to go to church to countdown instead of going to the parties.. hahaha.. we shld learn how to look at things beyond the surface ya?
oh well.. it's gonna be another happening day today.. gotta go and have steamboat with alot of sas frens.. and in the evening, gotta go out with some sajc frens.. haha.. hope my ankle can take it.. oh well.. god will take care of me man... haha..
peace in the hearts peeps..
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