Wednesday, November 30, 2005
when i wait
when i see u leave
i felt as if an arrow has peirced thru my heart
Monday, November 28, 2005
hmm.. went to malaysia for my cousin's(my mum's side) wedding recently
really fun man.. thot the wedding will be quite sianz.. but i was wrong!
haha.. of course different from singapore type one lahx...
in malaysia, wedding dinners are like so happening!
everybody is like chatting and laughing
there are uncountables 'yum seng'
ppl going ard table to chat...
wad a boisterious bunch!
met alot of my uncles and aunties(mum's side)
tot some of them will not come..
cuz apparently, some of them are having conflicts
ya.. my family actually haven had any contact with them for quite a long time
anyway, i still talk to all my uncles and aunties..
they're not my enemies anyway
i dun like to make enemies too
hahaha
during my stay in malaysia, it's really like food fiesta!
every meal is great!
singapore's food has no fight with malaysia's man
oh ya, my father's bro is a chef doing zu3 cao3..
food is superb man..
we went out to have bah kut teh in the morning yest in malaysia
it was also super super superb!!!!!!
dun think i can find any bahkuteh in spore that can beat tt man
wah seh
it's sad, isn't it?
that fellow relatives are having conflicts with each other
they are fellow siblings man..
u noe when i go to the wedding, i dun even noe who're my cousins man
it's only until when i noe who're the sons and daughters of my uncles and aunties.. haha
so i was like trying to memorise their faces that day man.. had some chat too.. haha..
seen my grandma too.. grandpa has passed away..
so she's alone now..
staying up at dunno which of my uncle's house
she seems to be tossed around her sons
whom dun wanna let her stay at their places..
i chatted with her too..
she's all smiles, so happy to be at the wedding, where she can have alot of ppl to chat with.. haha..
she smiles and told me, nobody wants ah ma, u muz be a filial boy ok..
i dun noe wad to say.. juz smile back and hold her hand..
my heart felt like it's contracted..
during the course of the dinner, ahma went ard and ask my cousins when are they going to get married..
hahaha.. cuz she said she likes to eat..
i think it's more like she wanna have this kind of company and joy instead...
my mum suddenly look at me and say, can wait for me.. wth!!
i was like huh? everybody was like laughing lahx.. hahhaa
ahma still tell me to rmbr to invite her sia..
and said she has a super long life, so can attend my wedding dinner.. hahaha..
alot of my uncles, aunties and cousins ask me whether i have galfren anot.. dun have lahx.. hahaha..freak man..
oh ya.. and i drank martell that day.. but only abit.. hahaha..
i dunno man.. this time, the trip to malaysia seems to be diff from my past visits..
perhaps it's aging symptoms..
the eyes of my heart open to see many things, i've never deem be4
i think it's been a few years since i went malaysia cuz of my camps and packed schedules..
i see my relatives, they've been aging man.. haha..
Friday, November 25, 2005
this is one cool part abt humans
we have feelings
u love it or hate it
u cld even love and hate it
this is messing up my head
ya.. though i'm keeping my cool..
but things are really twisting inside man..
enjoy the fun and the pain
sweetness, joy, disappointment
are the words tt describe today..
almost!
u tell me, another day ya?
ya! too bad u have something on..
mutual?
my heart fell and jumped..
ah freak man..
Thursday, November 24, 2005
perhaps things will not turn out well
perhaps it'll not become wad i'm expecting
perhaps it's juz some wishful thinking of mine
perhaps it's impossible
perhaps it'll be a total screwup
perhaps i'm juz a born failure
perhaps i'm jinxed
perhaps when i'm down, i'll never get up again
BUT.. perhaps all these will not happen!
get it peeps? dun need me to spell it all out to u rite?
u guys are intellectuals.. hahaha..
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
hmm.. juz watched harry potter.. quite nice.. the only thing is that, they changed the plot! haha.. so different man.. yup, went out with my sas buddies today at bugis, after watching the movie, we went to the arcade to play datona.. haven been playing for a super long time man.. played until quite violent, cuz we were like trying to cause each other to bang and fly.. haha.. tt's abt it man..
man.. a sudden increase of free time means that i've gotta keep finding things to do.. haha.. i'm now into astrology and astronomy.. going to lib and doing abit of reading.. the universe is juz so big and fascinating.. it's juz beyond human wisdom to try understand all these things.. and i've juz borrowed 'order of phoenix' from my fren to continue the harry potter saga.. hahaha..
to ppl enjoying the hols now.. wish u guys have a fruitful holiday yeah? haha..
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
learn to stand aside and observe
observe wad u've done..
learn to overcome the burden of the human flesh
do not be tied by the shackles of emotions
especially anger and hatred
for these yield only blight in ur soul
cool yeah?
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
it's gonna be over...
this fri is my last paper, chem paper one!
haha... then got lotsa things to do..
cuz gotta go army le.. so muz try to do as much things as possible
'live as if u'll die tmr, dream as if u'll live forever'
quote of the day.. haha
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
when i'm in the crowd
my eyes wander
where're ya man?
alas, i've found u
smilez..
and my god..
my knees go wobbly, i'm melting man..
are ur eyes telling me something?
man.. i'm into this guessing game again?
loving the joy and the pain..
Friday, November 11, 2005
aaahhhhhh.....
it's gonna be over soon...
it's gonna be over soon...
it's gonna be over soon...
it's gonna be over soon...
it's gonna be over soon...
it's gonna be over soon...
it's gonna be over soon...
I mean the exams.. haha..
let me not be discouraged by some shit papers man..
u guys dun be discouraged too.. it's gonna be over..
and pia for this last lap man..
turn frustation into ur energy..
haha..
I'm crazy.. juz wanna say something..
i'm pro-life and i think politics are full of shit..
and now i'm a shit studying shits...
peace be with us..
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
the flesh is weak
but the spirit is strong
what is human effort as compared to the power of the holy spirit
as u receive his spirit, why still persist in the flesh?
therefore give urself to the lord
and let him display his power through you and to glorify his name
God bless u guys man..
