Friday, October 28, 2005
when i was young.. i'm quite screwed up..
only noe how to settle things with fists..
think i had abit of an overdose of power rangers or something..
i watched alot of kung fu shows too..
and sometimes, in my kinda fantasy..
i wld juz practise some kinda kungfu moves in the living room
i wld sometimes ask my bro and sis to spar with me..
thinking abt the past sure makes me laugh man..
come to think of it, i really dunno what the hell i'm doing last time
i think alot of my relatives have prejudice towards me last time..
cuz i wun call them(in the sense uncles and aunties in chinese)
tt's wad my parents say..
i serously can't remember a single shit abt the past
they said i'm imbecile(they all talk in chinese)
haha.. wtf..
i guess i din even care wad they say abt me
tt's y i dun even noe that they looked at me as some shit last time
only when i'm older, like in upper primary or something?
my dad wld tell me abt the past
then i was like.. wad the fuck?
haha..
y are ppl be so judgemental?
dun they noe tt they, themselves, have flaws too?
we are all sinners, and how dare we judge!
it's sad, u noe..
seeing ppl with eyes which spot only dirt..
unable to fathom the beauty tt lies within
kkz.. back to my childhood..
u noe wad? i started to vulgarities since kindergarten
got 3 complaints in primary 1
4 complaints in primary 2
3 complaints in primary 3
after tt, no more.. hahaha..
all the complaints are related to discipline probs i think..
like talkative lahx, fighting lahx..
same routine happens everytime..
get pulled at the ear to see the teacher..
then get pulled again back home..
then tada!! the taste of rotan! hahaha..
felt damn funny when i tot abt my fights in sch last time..
it's not because i'm a bully ok..
it's juz tt, whenever something is not right, and i get really pissed, the first thing tt comes to my mind is violence..
i also remember how i used to flaunt my wide vulgarcabulary
all the funny vulgar rhymes.. hahaha..
kkz.. enuf for today... juz wanna write things abt the past in this cock blog of mine.. some records so tt i wun forget? losing memory is such a terrible thing man.. like dementia in old age? u will forget ur loved ones.. real sad.. so i recommend u reading the book by nicholas sparks, The Notebook.
