Sunday, October 09, 2005
the day breaks and the routine will continue
i woke up with hazy eyes
lying there...
wanting to be back into that world
where anything can be possible again
but i can't
as the sunlight is like magic which block this realm
i juz have to get up and start my day
out the window, i see the still river, the birds, and old couples strolling in the park
the chirping of the birds and rustle of leaves invigorate my senses
so peaceful and tranquil..
then i just let my mind wander
thinking about the sweet times i had with u
a faint smile on my face
and afterwards a blank face
u left and have never come back since
u left and had taken a part of me
my mind is spinning and i thought of how to get back to you
you are in my prayers every now and then
i tot there's nothing between us
but since we stopped going out, i can feel the emptiness inside me
and that is when i know
i've fallen deep in love with u
after the painful feb
i tried to forget u
but i just can't
u are often in my dreams
and on my mind
when i close my eyes, ur image is the first to appear
ur beauty and strength of character captivates my soul
i dun believe all those times mean nothing
when we see each other with a sense of familiarity
it's like we've met in our past lives
we got so close so soon and we sense the happiness between us
but i'm a fool to realise that so late
then u went with another guy
i continue my day as a dreamer
pack my bagpack and roam ard the city
study at a quiet spot and also thinking about u at the same time
life is made up of many lives as we live a life a day
i live my life with u in my heart and hope i can hold u soon
