Monday, October 31, 2005
my gosh.. these days.. i've always been out in the morning and back in the morning.. in the sense.. out from 10am, back home at 1 to 2 am.. haha..
yesterday, i was celebrating 2 old buddies bday man.. ate at Han's.. haha.. the food there is really nothing special man.. only thing special is the price.. real stupid.. it's juz like another kinda foodcourt which acts high class lahx.. freak man..
as usual, we tok cock tok cock.. after that went to play arcade and a round of pool.. then we went to play LAN! it's been a long time since we touch this kinda things man.. haha.. played cs, then play warcraft.. warcraft got lotsa stupid kinda maps.. can really vomit blood..
feel really blessed to have such true and close friends man.. it's already been so many years but we are still as close.. hahaha.. we dun go through shits for nothing yeah? gone thru think and thin together and brave through fire together sia.. hahahhaa.. am i being too dramatic?
ya.. then we went home.. took nel with danny and wei chong, whereas teck ching and jerome went of by the north south line.. alighted at potong pasir(st andrew's land.. haha..) with wei chong and chat with him for a super long time.. i think we chat till 1am? then i prayed for him for his studies.. let us all pia for the final lap yeah? have faith man..
Friday, October 28, 2005
when i was young.. i'm quite screwed up..
only noe how to settle things with fists..
think i had abit of an overdose of power rangers or something..
i watched alot of kung fu shows too..
and sometimes, in my kinda fantasy..
i wld juz practise some kinda kungfu moves in the living room
i wld sometimes ask my bro and sis to spar with me..
thinking abt the past sure makes me laugh man..
come to think of it, i really dunno what the hell i'm doing last time
i think alot of my relatives have prejudice towards me last time..
cuz i wun call them(in the sense uncles and aunties in chinese)
tt's wad my parents say..
i serously can't remember a single shit abt the past
they said i'm imbecile(they all talk in chinese)
haha.. wtf..
i guess i din even care wad they say abt me
tt's y i dun even noe that they looked at me as some shit last time
only when i'm older, like in upper primary or something?
my dad wld tell me abt the past
then i was like.. wad the fuck?
haha..
y are ppl be so judgemental?
dun they noe tt they, themselves, have flaws too?
we are all sinners, and how dare we judge!
it's sad, u noe..
seeing ppl with eyes which spot only dirt..
unable to fathom the beauty tt lies within
kkz.. back to my childhood..
u noe wad? i started to vulgarities since kindergarten
got 3 complaints in primary 1
4 complaints in primary 2
3 complaints in primary 3
after tt, no more.. hahaha..
all the complaints are related to discipline probs i think..
like talkative lahx, fighting lahx..
same routine happens everytime..
get pulled at the ear to see the teacher..
then get pulled again back home..
then tada!! the taste of rotan! hahaha..
felt damn funny when i tot abt my fights in sch last time..
it's not because i'm a bully ok..
it's juz tt, whenever something is not right, and i get really pissed, the first thing tt comes to my mind is violence..
i also remember how i used to flaunt my wide vulgarcabulary
all the funny vulgar rhymes.. hahaha..
kkz.. enuf for today... juz wanna write things abt the past in this cock blog of mine.. some records so tt i wun forget? losing memory is such a terrible thing man.. like dementia in old age? u will forget ur loved ones.. real sad.. so i recommend u reading the book by nicholas sparks, The Notebook.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Who has woe? Who has sorrow? Who has strife? Who has complaints? Who has needless bruises? Who has bloodshot eyes? Those who linger over wine, who go to sample bowls of mixed wine. Do not gaze at wine when it is red, when it sparkles in the cup, when it goes down smoothly! In the end it bites like a snake and poisons like a viper. Your eyes will see strange sights and your mind imagine confusing things. You will be like one sleeping on the high seas, lying on top of the rigging. "They hit me," you will say, "but I'm not hurt! They beat me, but I don't feel it! When will I wake up so I can find another drink?"
Proverbs 23:29-35
yes people.. drinking is not good.. or say, alcohol abuse is not good.. roger? and ya.. i'm not an alcoholic okay? hahaha..
Saturday, October 22, 2005
juz wanna say that the sky was very nice last night..
exceptionally lotsa stars man..
and there's a super bright star lahx..
think that cluster of stars actually makes a constellation..
shall learn abt these constellations after As man..
so cool.. haha
i was like walking home last night at ard 2am..
sky was a bit of bright man..
with shades of orange and blue
is that sweet and beautiful or wad?
Friday, October 21, 2005
hohoho.. i dunno wad's up man.. but i jogged in the morning yesterday morning! hahaha..
all right.. then i was having some serious intensive studying in mac at night.. studying FOOD CHEMISTRY!!
freak man.. really need to memorise alot of things.. was really really saturated after only studying half the notes.. especially the food storage part.. need to know how to describe the diff stupid processes.. so many lahx!!
finished studying yest at 1 am.. then i met an old fren man.. haha.. then went to eat prata with him.. really nice to meet an old fren and tok cock abt life.. haha.. yup.. really missed sas man.. haha.. then as usual, any sas old boy would have talked abt how the discipline in sas now sux big time man.. wahahaha.. at the same time, talking abt how nice is SAV.. the swimming pool, the new sajc site.. oh my god.. i think the new sajc site is really gonna be a smasher man!!!!! the gallery is so nice lahx...
missed the times when i had my sec sch life in that site.. haha.. so cool lahx.. playing all the hide and seek overnight there.. lotsa memories... ok.. i'm now planning to hike from my place in kallang bahru to concourse in beach road now.. haha.. and i'm gonna pack my bag to a certain weight.. wahahhaa.. am i crazy? juz wanna work out somehow all right? hahaha.. bye man...
Monday, October 17, 2005
uploaded a few photos..
feel free to click on the links under the 'photos' category to see them..
add comments if u want..
haha..
peace~
Sunday, October 16, 2005
it's god's will man
He will do what's best for me
and i noe it
the one he'll send to me i'll love..
Thursday, October 13, 2005
today is my last day of school
went late for the farewell assembly..
haha.. damn pai sei..
real sorry man..
cuz i watched england match yesterday frm 0245 till 5
futhermore, i drank a bottle of heinekein
think my alarm was ringing for like an hour?
hahaha.. stupid..
today is quite a nice day..
full of sweetness i think.. haha
there're gifts frm classmates and teachers..
phototaking with ppl (real honoured to be asked to take with them man..)
hahaha..
quite sad to leave this phase of life.. cuz after this, we'll be entering a harsher phase.. not very fun, not very friendly, not very lovely.. freak shit man..
anyway.. god bless everyone!
talked abt gp for super long with mr lim today..
real cool.. haha.. learned quite a few number of things..
then went to eat with yenmei and chat alot.. haha.. funny sia..
kkz.. then went home and sleep..
planned to wake up at 5.. but in the end woke up at seven..
wad the heck man.. really too tired..
Sunday, October 09, 2005
the day breaks and the routine will continue
i woke up with hazy eyes
lying there...
wanting to be back into that world
where anything can be possible again
but i can't
as the sunlight is like magic which block this realm
i juz have to get up and start my day
out the window, i see the still river, the birds, and old couples strolling in the park
the chirping of the birds and rustle of leaves invigorate my senses
so peaceful and tranquil..
then i just let my mind wander
thinking about the sweet times i had with u
a faint smile on my face
and afterwards a blank face
u left and have never come back since
u left and had taken a part of me
my mind is spinning and i thought of how to get back to you
you are in my prayers every now and then
i tot there's nothing between us
but since we stopped going out, i can feel the emptiness inside me
and that is when i know
i've fallen deep in love with u
after the painful feb
i tried to forget u
but i just can't
u are often in my dreams
and on my mind
when i close my eyes, ur image is the first to appear
ur beauty and strength of character captivates my soul
i dun believe all those times mean nothing
when we see each other with a sense of familiarity
it's like we've met in our past lives
we got so close so soon and we sense the happiness between us
but i'm a fool to realise that so late
then u went with another guy
i continue my day as a dreamer
pack my bagpack and roam ard the city
study at a quiet spot and also thinking about u at the same time
life is made up of many lives as we live a life a day
i live my life with u in my heart and hope i can hold u soon
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
haha.. forgot to mention abt the happening on last fri where i met my fren, mr moon.. we played dai di and drank bloody martell till i became red like guan gong.. and our dear fren, feng he, was super duper seh.. haha.. i had to walk him some distance to his house.. wtf.. hahaha..
Monday, October 03, 2005
how are u? fine? any prob?
these are the things that i really wanna noe
but i have so little chances to be near u
i want to be the one who's always there for u
but no chance man.. no chance..
pathetic..
i wanna be ur lover, not ur bro or juz a friend
a part of me is already with u..
you are my only one
who can make my life complete
dun undermine my love, i hope..
my love is true and will not waver unless u reject me
i hope u'll feel the same towards me too
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Reflect on your actions...
Reflect on your thoughts...
Reflect on your reflections...
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