Thursday, September 22, 2005
the reality sure sux big time man..
u noe u love something and u volunteer to mould the future for it
u initiate, u help, u commit, u dedicate urself into it
for fruitfulness, for people
at the end of the day, ppl took u for granted.. maybe they shld but most probably they are absent-minded.. no appreciation whatsoever.. i'm not saying i do something because i expected something in return from them man.. but it's juz that, in the long run, u'll juz feel that ur work is not appreciated and u are juz the sort of cheap labour or something.. something that is being used.. yes, that's right.. and tht may be the truth.. then end up u are working for something tt u are not working for.. get it?
ya noe in the working world, u are juz being used over and over again till u are deemed as literally useless in some ways or another.. or cuz of some reasons that may compromise ur usefulness.. this kinda thoughts sure is dreadful man.. but u juz have to live with it.. i'm very conscious abt this.. gotta be man.. or else, u may not noe the things that u are doing are the rights things or not.. gotta be sharp and vigilant..
perhaps i'm being paranoid? nahx.. i dun think so.. think i'm becoming more manipulative instead.. there're so many hidden and dark things in the world.. the whole damn world is engulfed in this darkness.. leaders of the world who are SUPPOSED to be ppl of moral bearing are also engulfed by this darkness.. tt's y u nvr noe wad's really the real thing behind many issues..
u noe.. today, i suddenly thot abt y the govt kept on building so many transport facilities man.. when u seriously thot abt it, it can really lead to really many possibilities.. try reasoning it in the perspective of the dark side... ooooh.. haha.. then u will really be feeling damn cool..
all right man.. think we shld always keep an open mind be4 we judge at things and reach a conclusion.. things may be more than wad it seems to be.. or shld be ALWAYS more than wad it seems to be..
ermx.. actually wanna end off with tt.. but i wanna reveal another sad thing.. think it's cuz of the greed and cunning nature of mankind which leads to the truth abt the last sentence in the above para..
