Thursday, September 29, 2005
I've finally got back all my results.. Same as usual.. sure sux big time man..
haix.. but one thing is true - that i'm getting a hang of it.. This is the diff between the past and the present: this time, my results sux big time cuz i got alot of careless mistakes and my condition is really not stable enuf to sit for the exam man.. so i gotta train on more papers.. In contrast, my results sux in the past cuz i really dunno shit..
That's so much for some optimism abt this damn prelims, but the most of it is made up of fear and paranoia tt freak me out big time man.. The shit product i get from my input means i gotta work harder now.. hahaha.. is tt meant to be a pun or wad?
Around a month more before my future is in Cambridge's hands.. The hands that determine whether I'm gonna march in damn army or I'm gonna study further.. haha.. But ultimately, it's in God's hands.. Gotta have faith man, u guys reading my blog roger tt? Doubt anyone wld be reading my blog man.. cuz of the negative thingy i've put in my blog which made it so dull.. and also maybe because everybody is mugging right now!! haha.. gotcha man..
This kinda education system sure is stressful man.. the society that we are living in is so stressful too.. The stress are getting a hang of so many people that it cause people to live life for the wrong purpose.. Work, studies, money, politics and wadeva u can think of.... are the very things that blind us from the way of truth.. People live life with respect to the above stated, ignoring the very purpose of life..
So... you may ask.. wad's the REAL purpose of living? Shameful to admit.. that I, myself, am not very clear too.. but i know one thing for sure: the reason to our existence in earth sure gotta do with God! Everything revolves around the Creator.. and that, at least, is a truth to me.. the Creator is the root answer to many questions that people have..
have any queries, pls feel free to ask the Big Guy up there who knows everything.. hahaha..
kkz.. enuf of crapping here man (not totally crap lahx.. still got sense right?)..
