Tuesday, August 02, 2005
waiting waiting...
'for wad fuck?!?' people tell me
'things are not as simple as ya think man..'
'ya really think too much..'
'tt's right man.. i gotta think alot.. it's all for e sake..
dun wanna create some unnecssary problems since all are focusing on A's now..
afraid to make a mistake, afraid everything will go wrong, all in all- afraid to affect l'
'u freak.. always thinking for other ppl.. wad abt urself? letting urself go thru all these shit?'
'it's ok man.. i wanna get a hold of my life but can't... it's in the hands of the big guy up there.
i just have to pray hard and wait for the time to come.. love y so much tt i can't afford to lose
it so rashlessly.. love is patient, love is kind, blaaa.. just have to wait patiently though waiting
is really painful.. anyway, i've gone thru so much shits be4, shld be quite ok.. though i muz
admit this is the worst shit i'm going thru.. (smilez)'
'k dude.. then all the best to ya.. take care and stay focus on the exams coming up..'
'ya sure.. ya too man..'
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