Thursday, August 25, 2005

haven been updating for a long time already..
cuz these few days have been studying like mad..
but no matter how hard i study, i still think i cannot make it..
wat the hell..

1 thing tt's shiok..
can pon sch anytime.. then can have more sleep too.. hahaha

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

all rite freak..
i'm maxing out everyday..
real taxing on my brain
and this sure can make me faint

this kinda shit sure makes me numb
as i can't think straight
tt i dunno wad the hell i'm doin
and i felt like i'm dead

brain dead
sense dead
heartache - struggling to live

some ass luck i'm having lately.. lost my bloody chem tys this morning..
this ain't getting far, if i continue to bump on shits at this point of time..

i'm sure to tear tt bloody thief a new asshole if i noe who tt is...

Sunday, August 14, 2005

ok this morning, there're lotsa police and civil defence peeps at the river near my house
yep, guess wad happened man? some malays went to swim in the river and 2 drowned
so the peeps in blue are finding them..
2 boats of divers were sent..
frm ard 7 till now.. there're still no results..

wonder y the hell those malays went down to swim..
the currents are so strong..

kkz.. juz hope tht they will recover the bodies soon..

Friday, August 12, 2005

oh my god..
my area is really full of good food..
has been going to bendemeer to eat breakfast for days..
glad tht the hawker center has been finished renovating
and the good food are back rocking the neighbourhood man..
wahahaha..
me, the food hunter, is on the roll!

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

u noe wad?
today i found tony parson's book at toa payoh lib!
titled 'man and boy'
my lib card cannot be used cuz it's loaded with fines..
asked hell lotsa frens for help but all cannot make it
juz have to finish the book!!!
and i managed to finish it frm 2 to 8!!
wtf!
feeling is great man!

recently borrowed some books to read..
haven read for a long time.. think the last book i read was some war fiction last year

ok.. juz finished reading a damn book titled 'the impossible bird'
really damn bird..
this story is really out of the world..
the whole damn mystery is only revealed after u read two third of the book..
when i was reading, my mind keeps spinning and saying 'wad the fuck?'
haha.. damn cock man..
ok.. this story is abt..

2 brothers - mike and daniel
the start was tt they were lying in a wheatfield
having some tok cocking session
then arguing abt their beliefs abt life
then they saw something in the sky
was a mysterious round object- sure is something alien man
then they were frozen

the story went on a fast forward to tok abt their lives as adults..
this daniel is the obedient type - he's a literature professor, but with a poor memory
the mike is the wild and open type - he's a movie director, with a photographic memory
so wad happens is tt dan's wife was dead
dan's devastated
he had a son, sean

mike was at the amazon filming
then he was in a chopper going back home
suddenly dunno wad happen, he's in a plane
he reached LA and back to his hotel
he can't remember a single shit
and tt's weird cuz he never forget things
2 men in suits knocked on his door
and asked some weird qns abt codes and humming birds
they mistook mike as daniel
mike was shooting his vulgar mouth and was knocked out by the guys
when he woke, he's in a car
then sudddenly another car was chasing them
gunfight
everybody's dead except mike and a lady enemy
mike shot her head
he went to a place as told by one of the men in black
another man in black, kyo, approached him there
asked him to find his bro, daniel

on the other side, kyo went to dan's house and ask him to find his bro, mike
so they are finding each other
sort of being tricked and played

then blablablabla
they found out that they are actually hypnotised.. everybody in this world
the aliens took away death in the earth..
ppl wun die.. the world is living with the dead
means ppl who've died came back and lived as be4 - immortality
and tt's total fuck
mike was with a group of ppl who wanna leave this virtual world
the way to leave or to be erased is to kill 3 ppl
the last person to be killed will be the one u love
they ask him to kill dan's son, sean, as he can communicate with hummingbirds and the aliens
dunno wtf also..
ya he did it in front of dan
then in a flash, dunno wad happen...

mike and dan was at dunno where
they're still in the world
dan's at home, mike's at the hotel
back to where they were
then blablablabla...

mike was roaming ard, blablabla
searching for answers
he met the keeper
communicate with the aliens
the hummingbirds are actually memories of how ppl die
everybody has it except for him and daniel
then the aliens and him seem to understand each other

another 'dunno wad happen' occurs
dan and mike was back at the wheatfield lying on their backs
their fists have a hummingbird each, with their pasts inside
dan scolded mike 'fuck u!'
cuz he noes abt wad mike did
mike fell in love with his wife last time and sean is actually mike's son
they exchanged their hummingbirds and knew each other's past
think they felt happy but at the same time sad?
think they are enlightened ppl
they spoke the magic words, and they died

the last words of the story are 'dead dead'

yeah... so wad the fuck man??????????

Monday, August 08, 2005

hope seems faint
faith is weak
love is hurting
press on?
searching aimlessly
any directions?
i'm lost
counting each step i take
and i dun noe wad lies ahead of me
negative?
yes and no

Thursday, August 04, 2005

juz feel really blessed with so many great friends..
they give a good listening whenever i have troubles..
haha.. freak man.. dunno y i feel so stressed up nowadays..
rate of vulgar usage is rising man..
okie.. gotta control..

yup guys.. learn to treasure the ppl ard ya.. had an old fren who passed away..
realised the importance of treasuring ppl so tt they noe u apppreciate them and love them..
or else it may be too late..

all rite man.. enuf of the mushy crap.. take care peeps..

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

waiting waiting...

'for wad fuck?!?' people tell me

'things are not as simple as ya think man..'

'ya really think too much..'

'tt's right man.. i gotta think alot.. it's all for e sake..
dun wanna create some unnecssary problems since all are focusing on A's now..
afraid to make a mistake, afraid everything will go wrong, all in all- afraid to affect l'

'u freak.. always thinking for other ppl.. wad abt urself? letting urself go thru all these shit?'

'it's ok man.. i wanna get a hold of my life but can't... it's in the hands of the big guy up there.
i just have to pray hard and wait for the time to come.. love y so much tt i can't afford to lose
it so rashlessly.. love is patient, love is kind, blaaa.. just have to wait patiently though waiting
is really painful.. anyway, i've gone thru so much shits be4, shld be quite ok.. though i muz
admit this is the worst shit i'm going thru.. (smilez)'

'k dude.. then all the best to ya.. take care and stay focus on the exams coming up..'

'ya sure.. ya too man..'

se

Abt me, the lost one

  • no matter how bad things get

  • believe there's something good to it..

  • the mystery of life for us to unveil..

  • i always forgot

  • then remember again

  • times of illumination..

who

  • Ghim Kui (Jimmy)

  • a Saint, a Soldier, a lost Sheep

remembered

  • May 2008
  • December 2007
  • August 2007
  • June 2007
  • May 2007
  • April 2007
  • March 2007
  • February 2007
  • January 2007
  • November 2006
  • September 2006
  • August 2006
  • July 2006
  • June 2006
  • May 2006
  • March 2006
  • February 2006
  • January 2006
  • December 2005
  • November 2005
  • October 2005
  • September 2005
  • August 2005
  • July 2005
  • June 2005
  • May 2005
  • April 2005
  • March 2005
  • February 2005
  • January 2005
  • December 2004
  • November 2004
  • October 2004

notices


!-Yoz-!

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