Tuesday, July 26, 2005
staring into blank when my mind is running
can't help it when ur image keeps coming
so helpless, heartbroken, i've become so aimless
the sweet past haunts me
i'm stuck in the past
opened the box of heartfelt memories
smiled, then blank, then teared..
time doesn't seem to be healing my wounds
the throbbing pain every now and then
just have to squint and hold my tears
but to no avail
fancy a big guy crying
rare as this phenomenon may seem
tears from a big guy sure then means alot
the memories consume me
the present sux
future no diff from now as it soon becomes the present
all right man.. finally replace my comp and i can blogggg!!!!!!!
okie.. latest happening is last sat when i went for Rapture, an sajc dance concert.
that was truly amazing man..
it invoked so much emotions in me..
helplessness, frustration, depression, sadness, violence, sufferings, confusion, struggle....
joy, tranquility, purity, innocence, simplicity, sweetness, contentment, love....
slanderous, wild, extravagance, sexuality, rebellious, excitement, sensuality....
guessed that's all the emotive words that i can use to describe my different towards the whole concert.. haha..
tt concert was really cool..
Thursday, July 21, 2005
had a wonderful bday on the 19th in case u din noe.. wahahaha
the funniest present i received is a box of durians first thing in the morning! wahahaha..
really first time sia..
but the durians were really nice. shared it with my classmates as i can't finish it..
the fitness peeps gave me a tub of creatine and also received a tortoise from another fren..
my siblings also gave me something and i think tt day was really great..
only update this late cuz i havent replace my monitor.. lazy to do it.. and so many things to do anyway.. byezz.. oh ya.. i have been blogging in the school library.. tt's y
Monday, July 18, 2005
haven been updating my blog as my monitoris spoiltss damn it man..
so just some quick updates here...
there have been alot of happenings lately..
ermx..
block test 2 still the same damn shit results
went down to support hui han and yuqiang for the youth entrepreneurship comp and they got CHAMPIONS! (ate damn lotsa ice creams)
went sort of like a concrete hiking at city hall and bugis area..
went to suntec food fest.. quite pathetic cuz very little stalls.. think the nicest food there is hao bing..
awarded the service award during college day.. parents came.. haha.. chatted with my teachers in charge.. damn funny man..
my life is blessed
blesed with obstacles
it's the shits that make a man..
wahahahaha...
Thursday, July 07, 2005
ermx... haven update for a while cuz monitor spoil man.. really down on my luck these days..
went to ubin on tuesday with bee chun and weiming.. it was damn enjoyable despite the fact that i sprained my ankle as i step on a rock out of nowhere... saw alot of animals in the jungle.. got junglefowl, monkeys, monitor lizards.. oh ya also saw a super big wild boar at the orchid garden..
and i dare to say that we all possessed a great adventurous spirit man!!! we went to climb a tree to pluck a jackfruit! i was the guinea pig then.. the idiot was the one who pushed me up the damn tree.. haha.. was damn scary when i clung onto the branch and crawled up to get a hold on the fruit... was like struggling up the branch which caused my there to be damn painful... haha.. in the end mission accomplished! feeling was damn great man..
