Tuesday, June 21, 2005
missed star gazing
with somebody
everything seemed so perfect
without a shadow of a doubt
but cuz of my foolishness
my damn stupidity
those words are so easy to spell
but yet so hard to say
contradictions filled my mind
i'm living in my realm of paradox
where everything that seems real are fake
juz keep countering myself.. for goodness sake..
that was the past
i juz let that day pass?!?
living with regret
left with memories i can't forget
though it's getting less painful as time goes by
but my regret and the scar still stays by
i think i'm ok, but i'm actually lost
only the one can bring the lost roamer back...
haha..
gk
Friday, June 17, 2005
Oh my God!!!
Mugging is my new hobby now!!!
I'm sure ppl at pp mac and the soya bean restaurant will noe me by now...
wahahaha..
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
changed a new skin again...
cuz the previous skin not much functions...
this current one can add more stuffs...
seems like i've been bottling up my probs
but thank goodness it's not so now
or else i'll keep going down and down
then where did my probs go?
it went to none other than the guy on top
who's shared my sorrows and freed me from it
Thanks and praise ya... hallelujah
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
had lotsa camps in this june holidays..
2nd to 3rd got the dry run
which sets us so bloody hot in the damn sun
6th to 9th the actual fitness camp
beautiful and smooth camp
countless blessings from God
drizzles and short term rains to cool us down
overcame all obstacles we encountered
it's juz great to see everybody working together
more blessings at the end of the day
touched by God in the heart
I juz wept
10th to 13th SJ training camp
went there as an old boy or csm
shared alot of my experiences with the sec1s and sec2s
kind of a mentor to them
taught them footdrill
happy tt they improved alot after i taught them
glad tt there are still fine generations to come
the standard of SASJ is still being upheld
hmm... realised tt the older i get, the more naggy i am
the rashness and temper inside me seems to die down
dunno why i suddenly felt so old..
especially when i went back to sec sch.. haha
yes, i may sound very tired...
but there's a faint smile on my face
which eradicates any stress i may be having now..
the peace that's running forever inside of me
Praise God!
