Monday, April 25, 2005
lovely peaceful night
the time when i can enter another world
in this place, everything is perfect
with you by my side
hands held together
so close to each other as if it's winter
i whispered sweet nothings to you
you smiled at me so sweetly that i was so totally mesmerised by it
the only thing i wanna do is to pour out my gallons of love to you
love is in the air
warmness filled my heart
i felt like a happiest man in the world
no..... that's 'happiest man in THAT world'
the day breaks, i left that world
the happiest man has turned into the most pathetic man on earth
Sunday, April 17, 2005
this feeling is weird
no longer natural
i've lost but not completely
just have to accept it
and remain this way
better than avoiding the reality
lesser pain now?
or is it just a false feeling
cheating myself cuz i wanna escape?
this capacity is perhaps limitless.. loving people without limits.. deeper u fall, more hurting it is..
Thursday, April 14, 2005
hohoho... SAS BEAT ACSI IN UNDER-17 RUGBY FINALS AGAIN!!!
hahaha... that's terrific man.. went to visit my juniors on first aid duty too.. quite alot of casualties today.. i went to help them in attending to the casualties too.. got one arm fracture who was sent to hospital.. another got heat exhaustion and he was sent by car to hospital.. wow the ruggers sure put in their max man.. their efforts are worth to be praised..then i debrief my members and dismissed them..
yup that's all for today..
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
yup.. created a new template for my blog.. cuz the previous one had some probs..
this new image is quite the opposite of the previous one.. this is white in contrast to the black background last time..
but it doesn't mean a brand new kinda attitude..
it's still the same and it'll never change..
the sadness tt's prevalent in the reality..
continue to seek and understand..
but there's no absolute answer..
and so i juz pray for wisdom..
i'm still in pain..
cuz wounds so deep they never heals..
they never goes away..
dun wanna distrust my belief
that........................
let ya guess..
Saturday, April 09, 2005
it's been a long time since i blog..
few quick updates abt wad happened for the past few weeks man..
ermx....
i was proposed to be a csm for sasjab
busying with recruitment drive for my cca
recce alot of places during weekends for the orientation camp
rededicated my life to God recently
reformatted my comp finally
but my comp kana virus again!!!
help my class to draw some elephants for international friendship day.. hahahaha
brought a bottle of hard liquor to edison's bday, results in me and gilbert becoming flushed-face.. hahaha
been having a weird stomachache lately...
afterwards gonna hike from school to newton hawker center!!
hmm.... i think that's all man.. haha.. really hectic man.. neglecting my studies.. maybe neglecting my life man? Life that is controlled so much by circumstances.. i know of one teacher that quitted teaching cuz she felt that she was in a life crisis! hahaha..
