Monday, January 17, 2005
Just wanna replace the pain from the past with something numb..
You know who I really am?
I just pretend everything is what i want it to be..
Smile and laugh when i'm not feeling like it..
This secret is locked inside of me foreva..
This mystery will remain foreva..
No keys can unlock it cuz i've thrown the only key away..
Just lying and running away..
Better than fucking with it without any purpose
Except to let myself feel lifeless
Anyway, that's the past..
Two words for this damn past..
Fuck off..
Live a life man!!
No point getting lost in the nothingness inside of me..
Just gotta let light fill me up again..
but this scar will stay..
there's also another hole to be filled..
driving for miles till i wanna puke..
how long shld i wait till?
