Thursday, November 25, 2004
The friend that u can trust completely
Letter From a Friend
I am writing to say how much I care for youand to say how much I want you to know me better.
When you awoke this morning,I exploded a brilliant sunrise through your window,hoping to get your attention,but you rushed off without even noticing.
Later, I noticed you were walking with some friends,so I bathed you in warm sunshineand perfumed the air with nature's sweet scent,and still you didn't notice me.
As you passed by,I shouted to you in a thunderstormand painted a beautiful rainbow in the sky,and you didn't even look.
In the evening,I spilled moonlight onto your faceand sent a cool breeze to rest you.
As you slept,I watched over you and shared your thoughts,but you were unaware that I was so near.
I have chosen you and hope you will talk to me soon.Until then, I remain near.
I am your friend and love you very much.
~Your Friend, Jesus~
Yeah man.. gotta spend more time with Him..
Monday, November 22, 2004
another happening day...
hahaha.. i went to learn cycling in the midnight.. went to eat prata and drink beer first with clarence, moony boi and feng he... very enjoyable toking cock at the playground.. at least have time to relax myself man..
then went back to my house to get the bikes... haha.. then went down for some intensive training man.. at first try to cycle straight and learn to start the stupid bike properly.. haha.. after that, learnt to turn.. then learnt to change gear when going upslope and downslope... haha... after some time messing the damn bike... i started the 2nd phase of training.. let's hit the road man! then we went to bendemeer.. i was so damn scared sia.. scared kana langah.. haha.. luckily midnight dun have many vehicles.. then learnt to cycle without sitting... quite hard.. after that go thru 3rd phase of training.. hit the multi-storey carpark! haha.. train upslope and downslope.. also train my controlling of the bike... haha.. went to the top storey and relax again.. rest and had some drinks.. tok cock again..
my there really painful sia... cuz got one time forgot to brake when going downslope, and langah into a car in the carpark.. dun worry, the car is stationary.. hahaha.. cycle until damn tired.. cuz not used to it yet.. reached home ard 0500...
woke up at 0700 and rush down to SAS to return the cap to my junior.. shun bian see them a while and wish them bon voyage.. haha.. so shiok, they all going genting for some adventure thingy..
then faster go had my breakfast at the hawker center... met teck ching and he accompanied me for breakfast and to my house and went down to the bus stop with me.. hahaha... jiang yi qi sia.. took bus 61 to harbour front to get 300 bucks from miss lee at 0900.. then went to lavender to meet some of the exco to buy things.. reached at 1010...
huihan was the earliest.. haha.. then check out the direction on how to go there.. we splitted up into 2 groups.. 1 go beach road, and the other go jalan besar... hahaha.. as usual, the girls are always together.. cannot split up one.. haha.. so hui han and wee hon gotta go beach road on their own.. the others follow me to buy the medical stuffs.. hahaha..
the ppl at the medical store are a bunch of fun ppl sia... joked alot with them.. super sociable.. hahaha.. then got one lady cannot count the cost properly.. think she count super long sia.. hahahaha... think i am clearer abt the price than them sia... hahahaha... so joke.. hmm.. then felt quite interested to work there man.. medical stuffs man.. not bad.. now socialise, then next time work, easier man.. but my life is super hectic sia... no time, no time!!! haix... actually i pack my schedule myself one.. so many commitments.. haha.. at least got something to do lahx.. beta than rotting..
time time..... gotta find time to spend with God man... only God can fill up the emptiness inside me, i guess..
to all fitness ppl, please take care of urselves man! dun get too stressed out or burnout! Remain positve k?
super tired.. only got 2 hours of sleep.. stoning whole day.. haha.. hmm.. gotta take care of myself too..
Friday, November 19, 2004
so bored and stressed and fed up.. so much things to do... no time for myself and my friends.. i feel like shit.. maybe my expectations for myself are too high..
But guess i juz have to learn to take it as it comes man.. no choice.. juz gotta finish up this damn thing.. cannot give up halfway.. have to hope for the best.. and to prepare the worst... yah.. lotsa preparation and things to do to prevent the worst from happening..
errgghh.. gotta be strong.. gotta hang on.. gotta pull through.. this is a tough task for me to go through man.. is this a test from God? think so.. juz take it as a test.. gotta pass this damn test man.. lotsa stuffs to worry about.. getting dull.. energy is draining away from me.. can the fucker understand? i fucking doubt so.. so forget it.. maybe choose tmr to be my bloody break.. who can help to hold my heart? ermx.. forget it..
lotsa beating abt the bush down here man.. i have not specified anything.. this is the language of emotions.. if ya dun understand, juz find out urself.. complicated... fuck it.. i wanna be simple.. like those ubin ppl, 'kampong kids'. haha.. so carefree.. too bad my life have been influenced by complicated stuffs.. can't help it.. world evolves.. ppl always change yeah? feeling so empty though i have alot of things to fix.. at least got something to do lahx.. gotta be abit thankful/contented? questions for myself to solve..
spiritual emptiness? yesh.. shld be.. gotta find time for god.. 'no more excuses' -- a title of a christian book. i knew it, but i am not doing anything.. why? lack of confidence? lack of faith? shame? too involved in wordly stuffs? questions again.. gotta solve all these... gotta find peace... hmm.. is peace in the Lord?
i may have goals and aims.. direction for myself in the physical life.. but i still feel that i am lacked of sense of direction.. answer is linked to God again? spiritual development..
why am i so NATO? No Actions, Talk Only? on some things, i juz cannot make up my mind.. Gotta spend some time meditating.. where's a quiet place? a peaceful place? maybe it all depends on myself.. gotta find a quiet and peaceful place in myself spiritually.. time to spend some time for myself.. the sentence sounds farni.. haha.. spend some time being happy too?
fuck it..
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
food for the soul
GOD'S CAKE
Sometimes we wonder,
"What did I do to deserve this?" or
"Why did God have to do this to me?"
Here is a wonderful explanation!
A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is
going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend
broke up with her and her best friend is moving away.
Meanwhile, her Mother is baking a cake and asks
her daughter if she would like a snack, and the
daughter says,
"Absolutely Mom, I love your cake."
Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers.
"Yuck" says her daughter.
"How about a couple raw eggs?"
"Gross, Mom!"
"Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?"
"Mom, those are all yucky!"
To which the mother replies:
"Yes, all those things seem bad all by themselves.
But when they are put together in the right way,
they make a wonderfully delicious cake!
God works the same way.
Many times we wonder why He would let us go
through such bad and difficult times.
But God knows that when He puts these things
all in His order, they always work for good!
We just have to trust Him and, eventually,
they will all make something wonderful!
God is crazy about you.
He sends you flowers every spring
and a sunrise every morning.
Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen.
He can live anywhere in the universe, and He chose your
heart.
so people, always look on the bright side yeah?
Monday, November 15, 2004
whoa.. super tired.. spent the whole day doing my camp thingy on saturday.. Did until very late.. until 'morning'... then in the end quarreled with parents cuz they kept nagging at me.. buay tahan.. hahaha.. but sunday when i came back home in the evening, all's well le.. always quarrel until very jialat.. then mum will keep smashing doors and making noises out of things.. then i will go out and relax for a while or else super dulan.. come back home then everything seems to go back to normal.. always like that.. strange shit..
slept for 4 hours after finishing some stuffs at 3.30am.. woke up and continue doing the bloody camp on sunday till ard 3pm.. then went out with a fren to have a late lunch... chat and tok cock about all the fucked up things and funny things.. haha.. felt better man.. but i am stoning like crazy... as i have said, when i reached home, mum 'xiao qi' le.. haha.. after i reached home, i went out again and have late dinner then go jio tecko the moon play pool... bloody hell.. all my meals are like super late... sianz..
after playing pool till ard 2300, went to send his galfren home.. at bradell.. then we waited for the last bus to get home.. waited till 0030... think the last bus already went off... wahahahaha.. then we have to hike home from bradell..
so me and moonie decided to walk by the toa payoh way.. cus the other way thru upper serangoon road gotto past a very large cemetry and moonie is scared.. hahahaha.. walked halfway, he called his gf to come down again and we had supper at some part of toa payoh... hahahaa...
we walked super long cuz moonie lead us rounds to get to that stupid kopitiam.. stupid moonie.. finish supper still have to send his gf go home again... wahahaha.. think at that time is ard 0230 le...
we walked back the same way again to toa payoh.. reached central at ard 0300.. then we rested at a bus stop and tok cock.. we have been joking along the way and laughing like fuck.. hahaha.. then we continued walking towards our home.. walked in the stupid expressway along toa payoh the temple there... super scary witht he bloody cars going past us.. dangerous sia.. then along the way, we saw super lotsa snails everywhere.. then we saw a super big one.. stupid moonie decided to kick it to another bush.. but he bloody dunno how to kick and the snail was smashed onto a concrete... fucking sadistic...whoa.. then damn sad...
we walked past the SAV and we saw that the junior school is ard 70% finished... damn nice!!!! think the whole SAV will look like a mansion estate sia... we decided to walk thru potong pasir and take a look at the SAV... went abit inside to look at future SAJS... very big and nice lahx... everything will be huge man... i am looking forward for SAV to be built finish man!!! will be so damn nice lahx.. think the bridge linking SAJC and the other 2 schools will be sheltered man.. wah laoz.. power lahx..
then we finally reached our homes at ard 0430.. i went to moonie's house first... relax for a while... then i finally reached home at 0530.. siao man... then we planned to have breakfast at 0730.. i set my alarm but i still cannot wake up.. think my alarm was ringing for a damn long time... i stop the alarm then cannot make it and fell asleep in no time...haha.. so no breakfast.. slept till 1230 then my mum called me say alvin the snowman called me.. made a phonecall to him, settle some stuffs then went back to sleep again.. till 1500... pig man.. but i think tt's normal.. considering wad i did in the past 2 days.. three hours of sleep and 4 hour hike in midnight.. hahaha... siao man..
felt really fortunate to have such great frens that can share my troubles.. moonie especially.. really appreciate him for entertaining me.. he is so bloody witty.. wahahaha.. and somemore, he is those type who can go out anytime one.. hahaha.. thanks tecko!
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
the unforgettable day (8 Nov 2004).. wahahaha..
wow.. watched ren4 wo3 hao2 you2 juz now.. the show was so touching and meaningful.. haha.. nice show man.. i teared again.... getting emotional sia... hahaha.. u peeps shld watch..
kkz.. shall tok abt 8 Nov 2004!!! haha.. now can release the happenings abt jieru's birthday present... haha.. on 8 Nov 2004, i suggested that we make a puzzle for the queenie... me, princess, trex and housekeeper went school in the morning 0930 to play bbal for a whilie cuz mer miss sajc and she wanna see her beloved.. hahaha.. then we went to plaza sing to buy the puzzle and ate our lunch.. everything seemed to go smoothly as we went back to school at around 1300 to fix the puzzle.. haha..
then as the puzzle is about to finish, me and housekeeper went to ikea to buy the frame.. it was 70 by 51.. we tot can squeeze inside the frame.. then as we finish the puzzle and we try out the size of the frame, it cannot fit!!!! then somemore, the glue for the puzzle disappeared!! aaahhhh... then we kana stunned.. haha.. we had an emergency meeting abt how to settle the stuff... then we decided to go back to ikea to try to ask for a refund and change for another frame and buy glue for the puzzle.. merissa went back home first with her lovey dovey.. hahaha.. so left with me, wz and trex.
so we went to put the puzzle and everything including our bags into the fitness storeroom while we go out and purchase the frame.. luckily, there is an exchange/refund counter man.. so we manage to refund the problem frame.. we were like heng arh....... hahaha.. then we all was like so tired ans seh sia... then iat fai keep joking that fixing the puzzle turns from joy to sorrow... hahahaha... like laughing the whole day.. he also went crazy and talk alot of senseless shit and craps while fixing the puzzle.. hahaha.. okie... so we decided to buy a bigger frame as there are no suitable size for the puzzle..
haven finish yet.. this is another start of the fun part.. we carried the humongous frame back to school again... okie.. as we were abt to reach the storeroom.. i cried 'shit!!!!!' u noe wad? when i put my bag into the storeroom.. i forgot to take out my storeroom key!!!!!! and i locked the bloody storeroom!!! hahaahahaha.. crazy le... all of us went crazy at that moment.. then iat fai keep saying the puzzle is jinx.. hahahahahahhaa.. so farni..
then me and iat fai went back to the canteen to continue finding the glue.. cuz we cannot understand how the bloody glue disappear... hahaha.. but to no avail... strange man.. strange disappearance.. then iat fai keep saying got ghost... hahahahaha... iat fai was crazy the whole day sia... then we decided to hide the frame in the upper hall since there is nowhere to keep the frame le.. bloody key locked inside the storeroom.. so me and iat fai juz have to come back to school the next morning to ask the key from mr lim to open up.. luckily all of us got our ez links.. or else need to camp le... tot 8 shld be a lucky number.... but not so lucky after all.. wahahahahaha...
okie... here comes 9 Nov 2004.. me and trex met at 1000... then we wait for baba till 1050.. ate fried bee hoon and hokkien me while waiting.. baba opened up the storeroom and let us take our things out... hahaha.. then i also asked baba to open up the gym so we can do the things in private... haha.. then he allowed.. not bad.. hahaha.. iat fai also told me that he was jinxed the last night when he went back home.. hahaha.. he spilled alot of water in his room.. and he had to mopped the floor for the night.. ahahhaahaha... 8 Nov 2004.. the unforgettable and interesting day..
so we fixed the frame.. and something cocked up again.. we paste the puzzle on the board and forgot to paste the background!!!! hahahaa... then we have to cut out the border and paste it around the puzzle... hahahaha... after pasting, the border was damn sux!!! hahahaha... then me and iat fai keep laughing cuz of the continuous screw up for these days... hahaha... ok.. we then decided to go and buy some glow in the dark stars t cover the borders.. iat fai went out and i waited for him in the gym... then another screw up.. hahahaha.. he cannot find the stars... hahaha.. so he came back to the gym without anything.. hahahahaha.. bai2 qu4 le4 yi1 tang4... wahahaha... i waited for him for super long lahx.. haha.. at least my senior pres, sikei, came to the gym to tok cok wif me be4 his paper.. hahaha..
hahaha... then to prevent wasting more time.. we decided to go home and buy the stars then come back today(10 Nov 2004) early in the morning to finish up the final touch up and wrapping.. luckily everything went on smoothly.. hahahaha... okie... the present is finally finished!! Contributed by grand witty advisor, witty princess, witty trex, witty housekeeper, witty monster and witty snowman!!!!!! hahahahaa..
hahaha.. iat fai keeps saying if the queenie dun cry, we will cry.. hahahahaha.. cuz we are so touched by ourselves also.. wahahahahaha... so jie ru(xin fu de siao mei mei)... keep smiling k? hope u like the present... happy bday.. hahahaaha..
wow.. this is really an unforgettable experience sia... hahahaha...
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
near and far, i hear people rejoicing the start of holidays... haha.. for what reasons are they rejoicing for? to slack around everyday? how do they plan their holidays man? i'm sure most people will be having fun all the way... but is having those so called 'fun', filled in the holidays enriching?
although i really had super lotsa things to do during holidays, such as for my bloody CCA, competition training for SASJ, studying to touch up on my bloody year one's work, physical training, i dun feel sucky man... instead, i have abit of wholesome feeling sia... haha.. this is because if i view these things in another perspective, i find that it's beta to have something to do than have nothing to do in the holidays... we should spend our time wisely and not bloody waste our youth by rotting around man...
live a fruitful life... time is precious... time is irreversible... u cannot even go back in time for a bloody second... so treasure every second and make your life as interesting and fruitful as possible... haha.. reflections about what weichong, the birdhead, has been saying... life is a story, we are authors of the stories...
wah laoz.. think i write until like quite luan.. i siao le lahx..
