Wednesday, October 27, 2004
ok people... i think i am feeling damn bloody hot now... there's a person who has some bloody management problems.. he may be testing some of our qualities.. i can accept that.. but sometimes he did it way too bloody much man... like playing with our emotions like that.. asshole.. that's why i hate these people who are trained to manipulate people's feelings... they exploit their abilities on other people.. i went thru this kinda shit be4.. and now it is happening again.. i know some skills of manipulation also thru my experience.. but this CANNOT BE USED TO BASTARD PEOPLE'S ASSES!!
U noe wad man... i even dreamt of having a heated argument with him man... think my violent tendencies are starting to float up again... think i almost wanna whack him in his bloody face.. long time never had violent dreams man... think i beta learn to release these stresses be4 i release it on him..
I hate last minute plans... thru my bloody experiences... things will not be well done.. people will also be really really stressed up... wadeva it is... last minute plans are not healthy to any organisations or a corps... if he wanna test us.. he shld not use this opportunity to test us becuz it is a bloody important thing to settle... a good organisation will need an efficient manager who have good foresight and be able to take fast actions to pass down instructions.. this way, i tell u, everything will be fucking efficient and smooth.. of course, ground people will have to meet deadlines man... therfore, to be able to build a rapport with the ground is important so that all will have the common aim and consensus to achieve wadeva shit.. peopl will have the drive to do wad management wants man.. cuz they trust the management that they have the common view with them, the ground.
oh man... i noe if i cannot control, the consequences will be bad.. in fact i have already foresee the things that will happen.. hope i can avoid all that.. can't believe that i am going thru all these shit again... going thru the same old obstacles in my life.. NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! juz have to submit to fate..
